Sunday, July 20 16:09
There's a reason why people choose not to be themselves in front of others. Because people are scared. There's a fear that others may not accept them for who they are, a fear of losing those whom they hold dear to them. But then again, if those whom you thought precious reject you for being yourself, then are they worth all your love? The mistake i made...Been blogsurfing and i realised Yuli took note of what struck me in Nineteen Minutes too. :) I take back all that i said about Nineteen Minutes, that it's not all that great. Somehow, i took much much longer to read it compared to other books, but nonetheless, it's pretty nice. Only starting liking it in the middle and now i can't put the book down. This is the part that started me getting hooked.
"... I worked out the details, down to the last second. I was going to kill the person I hated most. But I didn't get to do it."
"Those ten people -"
"Just got in the way."
"Then who were you trying to kill?"
"Me."
It got my attention in a weird way. I wasn't shock, neither is it because Im sadistic and want Peter to kill himself. It's just weird.
Anyway, on a happier note, I went YWD meeting cum celebration today with Lynette. Hahah. Nice performance they have there. When I was leaving, Lynette saw that i missed my bus and actually walked back to pei me. We were playing with her sunglasses and surprisingly, I could fit into her sunglasses. I was never able to fit into one properly. Lol.
Yup. Came home cooked maggie mee myself and had piano lesson which was extremely disappointing to the max. I feel so sorry for MsChng. Week after week i promise to practise and week after week all i can give her was disappointment. Somehow, i think im gonna do all i can to pass this piano exam. Even by extreme means.
On a even happier note, Friday after band went dinner with a few band people. Hahah. Had a really great time. :) More dinners together!
Took this this morning when my meimei bathing. She trying to use her bathing bearbears to cover herself.
And i just have one question for this photo. What is that blue thing doing beside the lion??? I took this in high school by the way. weirdness.
