Hmmm... It's been 3 days since prelims started, today's the 3rd. Well, things has not been going really smooth in my eyes, but i'll just leave it to God. The only thing im guilty abt here is the fact that im not sure if im giving my 100% into this prelim exams. If i do badly, most probably i won't be able to forgive myself. But what to do? Im just so weak in the face of temptations. Wasting my time away... JIayou jiayou! I'll finish up all the videos by this week. Then hopefully I'll be able to concentrate on my studies. ^^
Stress has been building up, silently all around. This wall so high, it's getting a little suffocating. Trying so hard just to delude yourself out of this hell, instead you lose yourself in it. The most fearful thing is realising you are trapped in this exitless pit. Then, you break down, just like starch breaking down to glucose, just like proteins to amino acids... >.< I want to go to the seaside and scream my lungs out!!!
Something to cheer everyone up in the midst of these crazy exams :P
Saturday, August 25 23:00
Lalalala... What am I doing here? Eh... I just happen to be looking at DBSK and SUJU stuff. Oops. Hee. Whatever happened to studying chem? (Looks at textbook under bed. Err...) Anw, wanted to embed some mvs of theirs for you guys to see. But somehow my blog have no space for the embedding. So, just have to make do with the music. Some DBSK songs. Enjoy! <3
Thursday, August 16 20:06
Hee. Eclipse is finally out! Okay, it's out like quite some time ago. Im a little slow here. The reason why Im only blogging about it now is cus the passion for Edward and Bella is only REALLY taking effect NOW!!! Hahaha. And Im listening to? Of course none other than When You Were Young by The Killers. The Edward-Bella song. Lalala... So next week, instead of mugging crazily until my eyes bulge out, what will I be doing? Reading Eclispe until my eyeballs drop out. Hahaha. Or maybe cry my eyes out.
Sunday, August 12 16:16
Im so addicted to SUJU (superjunior) !!! And Im negelcting my work because of them. *Hangs head and walks away* >.< Anyway, Im starting to think that Teukie is really CUTE!!! Hee... Phiaphia must be so happy after hearing this bah. Yeppie. Love his dimple! Ohyah... heard that their movie is coming out! Cant wait to see it! *Skips off to watch movie preview* Lalalalala...
Saturday, August 11 21:48
Ahhh!!! Can't concentrate on studying and here I am. Haha. In the midst of Organic Chem. Hmmm... After lots of begging and disappointment, I came up with the decision not to bother others with my request to do group studying. Haha. I bet some people out there must be feeling very relieved after seeing this. >.< But Im really more productive studying in a group! Anybody out there who wants someone to study with them, please tell me!!! I'll gladly go study with you. Hahah. Lalalalalalala.... Im bored. I shall go watch abit of SUJU, then I'll go sleep sleep...
14:41
Today's a crap day. Crappiticrap. Woke up in the morning with mom asking me if I have school on monday. And we started on this topic of ponning school. She was, apparently, strongly, badly, violently, aggressively against the idea of ponning school, supporting her point with her good old days in secondary school whereby EVERYONE loves school. Haha. Im not saying that I hate school here. Just... well, you see, if you go to school expecting lessons to be productive and instead, 3 out of 6 teachers didn't come, you'll feel some kinda disappointment, wont you? Not that everyday is a slack day like that. but i just feel that I can revise more on my own at home. Plus, what about dad's promise on my decision to go school or not? Pahh!!! There goes morning.
After we settled mei's preschool thing, we went for breakfast and then to NTUC. After touring the entire NTUC on my own (cus Im jus simply too bored), I return to meet my mom and mei, and that friggin' $10 toy in her hand. Whoever's the one who kept yelling at me for spending my money frivolously?! (LOL. I don't know why I used this word. It sounds pro.) Anyway, Im pissed. I don't see in anyway that buying 3 magazines for $9 wll be less useful than buying a toy that will be sold to the garanguni man in 1 months time. At least I can improve english. With that friggin' toy, what can you do with it? Do some weird science experiment that involves plucking the doll's hair? okok, shall relax. err.... I don't know what to say.
Friday, August 10 22:26
PRAISE THE LORD!!! ^^ Something amazing just happened. My mom told me this morning that we have to go for some thingy. I dont want to go for the thing and I prayed hard about it together with fasting. I specially delayed time before coming home, spending 1 hour sitting in starbucks studying. When I came home, my mom was kinda pissed. She was like,"What you trying to tell me huh?! Purposely coming home so late when I tell you that we're going?" And I, trying to not anger her more, acted like nothing is wrong and proceeded on to study in the room. I can't concentrate on studying with that fear in my mind that mom will force me to go and so I kept praying together with Yongen. (Thanks to Yongen for encouragement) And finally, hearing the sounds of my family off-ing the tv and locking the door, I relaxed. I guess my mom had jus decided to let me off and not make anything worse out of it. Hallelujah! Thanks to the Lord that I am able to be freed from that tight situation! Just wanna share this testimony :) Prayers will never go to waste! Oh, and by the way, the "thing" Im talking about, just in case you are wondering what it is, it's not convenient to be said here as it will offend some people.
Hmmm... Prelims are in 3 weeks time people. Hahah. For those who are worrying about not being able to revise in time, dont worry. There's still time to buck up! Jiayou Jiayou! With God, all things are possible! Keep strong in faith! ^^
Love love to everyone out there! I'll buy everyone mugs after o's k. hahah. for all your efforts in mugging. (provided if I've I got the funds and capital. LOL.)
Sher: mian mian, how come you're sherrabbit? hahah. the mianmian rabbit. with all the mianmian fur. poot. im so crappy. hahahah.
amirah: miss ya! all the best for your end-of-years! hahah. you DO have end-of-years right? hahah. im getting insane mugging for prelims and o's. shall visit you guys aft my o's k! loves! <3
my-qing-di: I STILL have no idea how I became your qing di. LOL.
KRYSTURTLE: OI! darling turtle ah... prelims in 3 weeks time. you owe my so many chapters haven study. still ask me play audi with youu?! TSK TSK... (shakes head)
Thursday, August 9 14:35
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!
Hmmm... Time flies eh? It's National Day again! While it marks another new start, a new year for Singapore, it marks the start of endless studying before prelims and the o lvl's. Wonderfull... Well, whatever it is, all the best to everyone out there behind ur mountains of textbooks and ten-yr-series!
