Wednesday, March 26 22:12
After so many weeks of working together, I finally understood Lord Jesus's intention for me to run council. It wasn't obvious initially, but when it comes to the last few weeks, I finally saw it. I've learnt so much so much from Anthea throughout this period and also more about people around me. I learnt to manage my time and erm... learnt the importance of saving up for rainy days like these. >< What I would like to highlight will be what I've learnt from Anthea. Today, she told me, " Whatever you do, it has to come from your heart. Whatever you say, it has to also come from the heart." I mean, I see and hear this kinda thing often like drink water, but somehow when she said it, I could see that she really meant it. And it created a huge impact on me. And today is the first time whereby we actually talked to each other in depth, as in we actually talked about our lives and stuff. And after talking to Anthea, I really thought that she's a very very strong and optimistic girl. I think she's another Godsend to me. ^^
Though campaign is not really over yet, I want to use this time to express my love and gratitute to all who spent their utmost efforts helping me,
SHIONYEE, for helping me with that cute wonderful poster
YENNGEE, for spending so much time with us as camergirl and with video editing
JIALIN, for giving me lots and lots of idea on campaigning (even in the middle of the night)
YULI, for giving me lots and lots of idea on campaigning as well
BENA, for your spirit who's with me. LOL.
ANDREW, for lots of jiayous and guidance along the way
XUANYI, for suggestions on campaign and guidance
ANTHEA, for being my emotional support and companion and also guiding me along the way patiently
ZONA AND MAID, for helping us with all the gimmicks and lending us your house though we have to put up with somebody's favourite song all the time in your house. LOL.
SHEILA, for waking up soooo early reaching school at 5 to help us hang banner
ANTHEA'S SENIOR CLASS'S CT REP for helping us with gimmicks
A JINGAXIANG from Anthea's class for helping us with random stuff and providing us entertainment
SHUOXIAN, for suggestions and guidance along the way
MENGYU, for help in providing paint and gimmicks making
MOXIANG, for his great effort and help in banner painting
HUIHONG, for helping me with gimmicks even until she fell asleep doing it
KRYSTAL, for helping me with brainstorming for ideas
SARAH, for helping me find random adverts on youtube and giving me ideas
CHERYL, for attempts on french words and ideas for campaign
WEIHAN, for suggestions, encouragement and help on speech
And many more out there whom I missed out, I'm sorry about that.
THANK YOU SO MUCH! MUCH LOVE FROM PEIRONG! <333
And most importantly, I thank my Father Jesus for always being there for me giving me strength and guiding me along the way, for giving me this opportunity to campaign and learn so much.
Saturday, March 15 18:26
Hmm. Was suppose to do my holiday homework actually but ipod died on me. So here I am, charging ipod and blogging. Went shopping for dear Steph's present yesterday with Krystal (see, here's your name!) And we were soo productive! Hahah. We bought all the stuff in like less than 2 hours! And somehow I think this time's present is the most... how should i put it... worth the cash spent. Hahah. I went shopping with apples filling all of my mind. Ehmm... So now you see the reason behind all the apple stuff we got for steph. Hee. Really hope Steph likes our present! >.< And err... hope the rj security guard won't throw us out on Tuesday!
Okay. Going out now to buy handphone. Not for me but for daddy. :(
I'm back and here's the continuation of my post:
Hmm... Was talking lots lots lots to baobei (Oops. Here's your name again! The name baobei is stuck in my mind. Calling you krystal is weird. Lol.) yesterday and catching up with each other's life. Well, I guessed jc life really changed us all. More or less. People like baobei and I are forced somehow to open up instead of being more reserved while Sophie dear becomes more focused than ever on her goal. Huihong is just... busy. -.- LOL. Besides that, she's just a lil' louder than usual but she's still our dear teeheehee! ^^ Haven't seen Steph and Gillian for a long long time and I missed them lots lots! Jialing too! >.< Everyone's trying hard to catch up with their schoolwork and nobody has any extra time for anything else. That's kinda sad but ohwell... Can't help it. I miss B+B. I miss cedar. I miss Jialing. I miss my dear trumpeters. I miss cedar band. I miss old cedar building. I miss our toilet. I miss jogging round the school. I miss bak chor mee. I miss you all. :( How I wish I was sec 4 all over again. This is like what, early-teen-life crisis? I really want all those back. Even though we still get together, we talk everyday, it's still different. Something is seriously lacking. I miss all of us sitting in the canteen, spending all our recesses together. :'(
I don't know if I'll regret this in future or what, but I promise, I'll take photos with you guys the time we meet up okie? Especially when we're back in cedar and all. ^^ Eh, but don't chen ji use this to blackmail me. >.<
Our cedar.
Our walkway.
Our toilet.
Still our toilet.
3 of us together.
Peirong in Peirong's corner!
The view out of Sophie/Siasia's seat.
B+B!
Sec 4 Sports day. Hanhan, Sophie, me, baobei.
Sophie and me.
I think I look like a hamster here. :x
Listen to our heartbeat. It beats as one. <3
Looking for Hanhan's voldermort. LOL.
The good old days of mugging. 0.o
Singers! Hahahahah.
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I just love you guys...
My trumpet family. ^^
SYF!
Trumpet at Sports Day <3
Tiffy and Diffy! :P
Amirah and me :)
Baobei, you asked me why I became like that, so afraid of taking photos and stuff. Well... I can only say, maybe it's because only you guys are able to make me comfortable enough to be myself. Being away from you guys so long makes me not want to open up to others in a way. Okay, I'm getting emo and I don't know what I'm talking about anymore. Sorry for the photo spamming but I really wanted to have a good look at my cedar times. ^^
I shall end here in case anyone gets totally bored out by me.
Friday, March 14 00:24
>.< It's friday already. And my achievements for this week is like... pathetic?
Let's see:
Dynamics
Atomic struture
Gaseous state
Redox
Woots. Wonderful. -.- My time spent is soo unproductive considering I travel like 1 hour to sch everyday and 1 hour back. And I think I'm starting to irritate people with my new let's-mug attitude yet at the same time not being productive at all. Trust me people. Don't worry about me becoming smarter than you cus I look like I study alot during the holidays. LOL. As I said, I LOOK like I study alot, whether I did or not, that's a different story.
Anyway, next week, I'm gonna be broke. >.<
And, I'm going shopping tomorrow. I see my money jumping in joy. It can't wait to run out of my wallet. -.- I just have this problem with money. It keeps running away from me. Somebody help me please.
I'm trying desperately to save up for summer school!
OKayy, I'm kinda sleepy now. So this post is a lil' weird. I don't know what am I talking about. Bye.
Monday, March 10 17:47
I'm running for council with a totally new mindset now! No more worries about campaigning and stuff. I'm gonna just enjoy myself throughout campaign and love every single moment! This is gonna be quite an experience for me this kind of bochap person. Hahah. Krystal and I just decided to make our lives meaningful. She chose harmoc. I chose council. Hwachong really brought to me lots of laughter and joy for these few months and I see much more to come. So I really wanna take this chance to do something for the school and at the same time make my life more meaningful instead of just muggin' away 2 years of would-be colourful jc life. Hmm. But I know eventually running would be one matter, getting in would be another. I'll just try my very best in the running, to get in will be a bonus! (Quote from Valencia. Hee.) Must promote abit, VOTE FOR LOLLIPOP! ^^
Okay, the above sounds very propaganda. But I really mean it. The idea of running for council seriously didn't occur to me until Expose. And I wanna thank every single person in Hwachong for making my jc life AWESOME! ^^ Love you guys!
Hmm... March hols are here! I'm suppose to have ballet classes everyday except Monday. But gonna have to pon 2 days due to band and some other stuff. Really hope I'll be able to catch up and improve on my dances. And I pray to the Lord that I will not screw up on the day of exam. If not Dena (my partner), will kena xxx. And I hope I can pass so as to not let Miss Pang down. :( My performance is really not up to standard now I think. Wanted to ask her my chances of passing but didn't do so eventually. Lol. Cus I don't want her to mistake it as me giving up on myself.
And... March hols means catching up with my work. Lotsa catching up. >.<>.< Yup! So, we studied at our class bench. Quite productive eh! I finished Gaseous State and Atomic Structure, leaving Chemical bonding and all the tutorials for tonight. Oh yes, Shijun and his roses. I wonder if he remembered to bring them home. LOL.
Okayy. Recently, my tagboard's kinda spammed. LOL. People, just spam more. -.-
Chuan: Somehow, I just saw your tags and laughed. I have no idea why. LOL.
Andreww: Yeah right kor, you're so not spamming.
Tiffy: Relinked! Hey, when are you guys having sectionals this week? I wanna go back! MIss you guys loads! <3
Krys: YES.WEIHAN IS CRAZY! Lol. Whoo baobei, our life is gonna be sooo meaningful! Hahah.
Weihan: Who's your DARLING GEGE? Nahh.. Edward is LOVE! How can you compare your gege to my Edward?!?! Later Siasia go kock your head. Lol. You insult our Edward. AND YOU PANGSEH-ED COUNCIL! >.<
Friday, March 7 22:27
Hmm... So, I'm in BAND! Turn one big round. Guess that's where I'm meant to be? Since I'm in it, I'm gonna try my very best in it and do well. ^^
Got to change my attitude towards trumpet lah. Keep thinking I can't do it, I'll never be able to do it. Hahah. At least the theory test gave me a lil' motivation? Wahahah. So impromptu lah. Didn't even know about it then must sit for it liao. But I got a B!!! Whee!
I'm gonna try to prac everyday, I promise. Or at least buzz.
Wednesday, March 5 19:07
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY! ^^
Though you're constantly pissed with me, just wanna tell you, I STILL LOVE YOU LOTS! You're the cutest coolest mommy ever!
Went PS with Andreww today. He was shopping for huangcheng ppl's present and me, my dear mommy's present. X) Anw, on our way there, we met Edwin and his mortal. Ok, random statement here. Yup. So we walked round round round PS looking for presents. In the end I settled for a keychain with mommy's name on it. At least it's something mommy's gonna use. ^^ Andreww decided on... mirrors. -.- Ohwell, what else suits Jialin and Vera better than mirrors for them to admire themselves in? :P
Hmm... Sorted out my thoughts le. Life has to go on no matter what setbacks we meet along the way. So now, what cca to join? Im kinda considering council. I don't mind all the sai-gang that awaits me if I join lah, in fact I think it's gonna be fun! But I'm kinda :( about the campaigning part. Hahah. Ohwell... We'll see.
Don't know if it's God's will that I join band or what. But seems like, no matter how hard I try, I can't get to dance. Yet band is always there, waiting for me. Even when band intake is supposedly closed, there's space for trumpet, and ONLY trumpet. What kind of coincidence is that? Lord, if You want me to be in band, please let me do well in it. Give me a sign.
OHyay! Got my TWILIGHT! After waiting for like a year?!?! Definitely worth the wait. Hahah. For those people who dont't know, TWILIGHT IS LOVE! X)Got to have sarah wrap my book again! *Skips off to read my TWILIGHT*
Ooops! Forgot to mention about baking for my mommy. *Skips back* I did the most retarded thing ever when baking just now. Hahah. I only realised I forgot to add Hersheys syrup after half an hour of baking. Then got to halfway take out. Hahaha. And I just found out today that, I've been reading 1/3 cup of oil as 2/3 cup of oil for the past few times I've been baking. -.- Sorry to people who have eaten my cake in the past with all the excess oil. LOL. Don't worry. It's vegetable oil. Not that bad. WAhahahahahaah.
Monday, March 3 20:53
It's really tiring, I can just feel my physical and mental self breaking down.
It took me so much effort and courage to stand out to dance. Yet it all ended up in nothing. I understand that I'm not all that great. But I really wanna dance. Just dance. To my friends who are really worried about me, I'm fine. Really. It's just that I feel kinda lost now. I don't want to join anything that I have no interest in. These past few months really woke me up. I start questioning myself, must your passion be something you do well in? Or should I say, must you do well in your passion? I really love to dance, but I'm just not good at it. Please, Father Jesus...
Schoolwork is draining me too. Can't catch up with anything. And even sophie thinks I'm really slacking too much this year. I'm kinda getting scared that I won't be able to catch up. Math test tomorrow and I have entire graphing techniques to learn on my own. And yet, I have no mood for anything. Dance is draining me too much mentally.
If love is like a dance, I want lotsa love. Somebody lend me your shoulder to sleep upon. I have no energy left to think.
Sunday, March 2 18:52
I just melt in their voices.
I can't keep my eyes off them.
It's Dong Bang Shin Ki all over again.
<3
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