Sunday, July 27 01:14
Just had the most awesome service i ever had. Sister Sarah was saying, " eh. see lah. disappear for so long until the Holy ghost have to knock you off your feet to give you a wake up call." Lol. CEJ'08 only one word to describe, AWESOME. Today was just Jesus and Jesus and more of Jesus.
Hmm. Yesterday after talking to Jia for soo long, i continue msning online with kev till 2 plus am. First time since so long ago that i slept so late. Hahah. Recently im either just too tired to be online then i head off to bed or i have no one to msn online too bored i head off to sleep. Yupyup. Woke up kinda late today around 12noon? Hahahah. Was woken up by alarm which according to kev is evil, cus it robs me off my sleep. Anyway, went for ballet class and i wore my new pointe shoes! whoo! without my cruche (okay. i cant spell it. but its the thing in front which protects the pointe shoes from wearing out.) Yup. So i was pretty scared i destroy my shoes. So ex lah. *heartache
After ballet went My Inspiration to prac piano. Found the U5 there pretty good. Better than the exam piano last year lah please. Though it still remains a fact that the lower keys about loud. But all in all i like Yamaha pianos for exam. Whoo. Sadly, i still cant play my songs smoothly. Or should i say it far from smoothly. Bahh. Lord save me. Went for CEJ at night. And makan at Chompchomp with Sophia dear, Shengkun and Derrick. I seriously seriously think Derrick looks like Kuojihao lah! Even the actions and reactions same one can. Yup. Nice dinner/supper. Then we go home!~~
Talk a little to Soph and stuff. And she was telling me i changed a little. The way i changed i think i realised too. Changed for the worse and changed to a person that i dislike. I guess im really easily influenced. :'( I'll try to remind myself a little from time to time and keep myself from getting lost. Sophia, you know what. Initially, i didn't realise the change in me until a very good friend in class told me. I didn't take him seriously and argued that it's the way i always am. This part of me who wants to be in denial tells me that no, i haven't changed. im still me. but at the back of my mind, i somehow know it's not like that. i think alot people may realise i changed and they are not telling me. And i really thank you for telling me. For waking me up. I really don't want to become like her. I don't want to.
Choonchuan is going to wear nice nice to his cousin's wedding today. Wonder how he look like. Lol. Hopefully he takes a photo of himself then i can see. Hahah.
Hmm wanted to cont my talk with kev but he's gaming now. Don't want wait for him le. Very tired today. I go sleep le. Talk to you again kev.
