Wednesday, April 2 20:59
Today's a weird day. Morning QY asked me if i felt disappointed and empty yesterday night. And to tell the truth, I really forgot about council totally when I got home. LOL. Can't believe myself. OHyah. Got to update a little. Council elections out yesterday. DIdn't get in. BUt somehow, I was prepared lah. Hahahh. For some reason that only i know. Wanna say A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME THE WHOLE TIME! LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS! Okay, that's not the point. Hahah. Back to where we are, yeah. I didn't feel all weird and empty yesterday. But thing is, I actually felt weird and empty after band today! Im sure its not cus of council. But i have no idea why i felt liddat. Hahah. And its not only a mental thing, I actually felt it physically too! Whahah. Most amusing I thought. Though I had breakfast and lunch today, I actually felt hungry after band, which I normally don't. So i went to stuff myself up with lotsa food, Old Chang Kee and Mr Bean. Went home and had dinner somemore. Then all of a sudden, omg--- I think i shouldn't continue. LOL. You guys can go guess it yourself. Okayy, now everyone's gonna think im too stressed or what. No no, don't worry. Im not. Hahah. I think Im just crazily hungry today. Then went overboard.
OKay. Now about band. Whee. Hallelujah! I really think Im back in band for a reason. Hahah. For some reason, I managed to find this new way (correct way) of playing today after being unable to correct myself no matter what i do for the past 4 years. Today's the first time joined hc main band prac! Had a great time. Hahah. And today's first time joining band for morning assembly too. Im having the back to band feeling again. ^^I like being part of band! Finally found a place where I really belong. Hahah. Wonder if anyone can understand how great this feels. Im such a person of contradiction. Lol. To people who know me luh. Hahahah.
Today's a happy day! Hahah. And a weird day. I don't feel like myself.
