Sunday, April 6 01:27
Hmm... A sudden emo-ness. Recently realised that I there's so much about my classmates that I don't know about. In fact I noticed that some time ago already, but what I just read on someone's blog triggered me to write about it. Things I don't know differs all over the place, what I'm blogging about is just one of them. There are really some people whom I trusted upon and wish to have a close friendship with, yet i realise what they are portraying to me are not they feel actually. I mean, I thought everyone is more or less ok with me, and then I found out that may not be the case. People who may not really like me still treat me like they do. I know it's hard to ignore someone just cus you don't really like her or find her irritating and they're just trying being nice. But I thought, maybe it's better if you can tell me what is wrong with me? :) I don't know. It's better to give me a chance to change rather than to continue irritating others I think? I know I may be abit not aware of things around me and not sensitive about the things i do and it may get really pissing. Please feel free to slap me on my face or smth and tell me off. Lol.
That may just be abit of thinking too much on my part luh. But in any case, I want to apologise to people out there whom I've made unhappy. Really sorry. Gomenasai. ><
