Wednesday, August 29 21:43
Hmmm... It's been 3 days since prelims started, today's the 3rd. Well, things has not been going really smooth in my eyes, but i'll just leave it to God. The only thing im guilty abt here is the fact that im not sure if im giving my 100% into this prelim exams. If i do badly, most probably i won't be able to forgive myself. But what to do? Im just so weak in the face of temptations. Wasting my time away...
JIayou jiayou! I'll finish up all the videos by this week. Then hopefully I'll be able to concentrate on my studies. ^^
Stress has been building up, silently all around. This wall so high, it's getting a little suffocating. Trying so hard just to delude yourself out of this hell, instead you lose yourself in it. The most fearful thing is realising you are trapped in this exitless pit. Then, you break down, just like starch breaking down to glucose, just like proteins to amino acids... >.<
I want to go to the seaside and scream my lungs out!!!
Something to cheer everyone up in the midst of these crazy exams :P